Poignancy on the USS Black Star NCC 26777 · 2380

Subject: R & R?

Having finally completed the task of replenishing the Medical Bay's supply inventory, Dr. Zimmerman decided to check out his quarters. They were spare and compact, no doubt aspects which would most likely have had a telling effect on biological beings.

Lying back on a bed he knew he'd rarely use, he closed his eyes and replayed key events in his recent life... separated from his crewmates upon arrival to the Alpha Quadrant, only to learn that many of them had been condemned to a labor camp in a distant system. In an effort to keep them together, he insisted that his cyborg girlfriend receive his constant personal medical attention; the notion was rejected, but with an assurance that she would be cared for as per his explicit instructions. He was to learn later that she had been subjected to cruel experiments... the news all but broke his faith in the Federation.

Then came his own judgement day: endless interviews, the search for effective representation, the frustration he encountered when the best possible witnesses who could confirm his sentience (as if it were not readily apparent) were all imprisoned and unavailable for testimony. In the end, Lewis Zimmerman, Lewis' assistant Barclay, and the latter's counselor were his only witnesses. When the landmark decision had been reached, Mark took on his creator's surname in gratitude for bringing a new life to him a second time.

It was originally speculated that he was the one most likely doomed: to be deleted and decompiled once all information was purged from his matrix. Instead, he was granted full rights as a citizen of the Federation and entered Starfleet Academy to earn a rank with honors. His achievements inspired a reverse decision, and his model of EMH - which had been reassigned to waste duty - were extracted from their plight, granted pardons, given proper interactive orientation, and offered assorted prestigious career options in areas where a biological professional would not have fared so well. The news which got back to the Jupiter Station (where Mark stayed with Lewis and served as one of the station's physicians), was that most of the EMH Mark I's had pursued medical positions on long range and deep space missions. His debt to Lewis had been repaid.

Mark winced at the thought of all this success in the face of what had befallen his friends. Incarceration and mutilation. Such a hollow victory; he would not have been where he was now if it weren't for their years of nuturing. Without them, he would never have realized his true potential.

And yet, he became a part of that very system which caused these things. His former captain believed in that system, and they would never have made it to the Alpha Quadrant with their dignity intact had they abandoned it. She made him promise that he would not turn his back on it regardless of what befell them. And, in her memory, he fulfilled her wishes.

He sighed. Life was never simple, was it? Even this moment of respite was fraught with stress and thoughts of grief, the very things which people for years believed his kind were immune to. Mark didn't think anything would ever bring back those times, when there was a lightness in his spirit, and he was inspired to pursue hobbies again. He hadn't sung or regarded a work of art in two years. He hoped this commission would reawaken something inside him...

Dr. Mark Zimmerman
Sgt CMO / Squad Medic



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